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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 9:29 PM

First blogposts are supposed to be happy. Well i suppose it is different for me. ...Deciding whether i shld go for national team. Coach zhu called on saturday night called last night, talked to my parents and she said that i have to reconsider carefully as i quit b4." is this really wht i want" were my 1st thoughts. She said i had to give her an answer by yesterday, 8pm. ...i still haven't given her an answer yet. i told my parents last nite i have decided not to go. And they gave me this whole load of crap. At first , they said that they encourage me to go, then my dad say what i am being selfish, not considering their feelings. Saying what, they try so hard and i dont even want to give myself a chance. What 4 asking my opinion when the only answer they want is yes. Shoot, this world sucks... regret goin for trials, i have been thinkng since sat, if i go 4 nat team, i wont be able to train with my best friends, i would drift away from them. my seniors too.no more playin com time and tv time. how abt homework. i rmb the bad memories, i used to cry every night, have stomah ache every training. go to the toilet and stay there for min 10 min, wishing that my mum was there to bring me home. What should i do???

4 those that are reading this , sorry for being so emo, bt i am really confused...